Hello!
Just four more weeks until Thanksgiving break!!! I get the privilege of having the whole week off, which I am counting down the days till. Most of all I am excited to travel down to ISU for one day (to see beautiful Kyla & FUEL), go to a wedding, and spend some quality time with my family :)
Some of you know this, others do not.. that I am working as a paraprofessional in a 4th/5th grade multi needs special education classroom. I had absolutely no idea what to expect.. and that first week was rough! I was pretty sure, about 90% in fact that I was going to have to find another job. However, here I am.. what 9 weeks later still working there. The people I work with are great, open, fun, and I get along with them! In a world of special education you learn quickly to get along with others..
As I mentioned before Harvest is doing a series on change. At first, to be honest, I thought it was going to be more for "new christians" or unbelievers.. boy was I wrong!!! We have now gone over preparing to change, faulty methods of change, using only God to change us, and getting specific about our change.
My area of change happens to be spending time in the Word. I knew in my mind (1 part) that I needed to do this more, and just recently fully repented (in my heart, part 2) and am now trying to act on it! The girls in my small group are great accountability partners... and on Thursdays we all get to say how well we have done at spending time with Jesus (example: 4/7 or 7/7). It sure does make me want to get to know Jesus & the bible better... and it helps knowing were all working together! "If your faith hasn't changed you, it hasn't saved you" is a scary quote. When I heard it, I really started thinking about my own life. How I have changed over time, through my trials, through the joys.. being a Christian is not just about church on Sundays, saying the prayers, or being a nice person.
My challenge: think about what God is teaching you in your life. Where is he leading you to repentance? Are you struggling with a particular sin thats holding you back?? Do you need to confess to someone and have them help you change? Have you committed to fully changing your life for Christ (even when its hard)? Most importantly.. how has your faith changed you... not in an overall picture.. but how is God changing you now?
I have learned that I need to be truthfully repentant in my life.. since I am saved.. I am dead to sin, it has NO power over me.. and I am fully alive in Christ!! Thank God it is not about me or what I do but how Christ works in me. Its not easy trying to change but I know Christ is on my side :)
Fact: Mike is a great husband and is taking us to Starved Rock for the weekend! Pictures to come :)